I never understood redemption, until now. (part 4 of 7)


The supernatural.
Power. of God.
The more I dig into the stories of the Bible, the more I am amazed at the parrallels between this book and what I wrote about Home In Oceans Here.
It’s as if E V E R Y T H I N G
on earth is marked with
the Signature of God.
Whether I believed in Him or not, He was still working my life.
He guided me and performed miracles for me.
Like a detective uncovering clues, I start making lists.
Who is God? What is he like?
I feel a child getting to know my lost long father. 
God the Provider.
God of Miracles.
God of Salvation.
God the Father.
God of Love.
God of Grace. 
Where did I go wrong?!
The word stabs my soul:
D I S C E R N M E N T.
It crushes me to see it:
In my late teens, I got angry and I started listening to the wrong voices in my head.
These voices that told me “church is messed up. Shut down.” These voices convinced me to leave my first world society and travel. {I’m not saying that all travel is bad, but I’m aware of how I was lead astray - off my destiny - because I was angry. My anger and frustration gave these darker voices a chance to get in my head and play with my mind.}
I write these words in purple ink in my journal.
Oh. My. Gosh. 
I’ve been wandering without God for 10 years?!
Through page after page of the Bible, God shows me who he really is.
He shows me all the mistakes I’ve made. 
Man, I effed up.
he is healing my heart of all the events, people and emotions that have broken me.
He's even organized a series of events in my physical life
and given me the best Home. 
Doing exactly what I was born to do!?
Another word:
R E D E M P T I O N. 
I've never understood it until now. 
One thing I know for sure: the existence of an almighty supernatural being/entity is real. I tangibly experienced Him in Montenegro in July 2017. I experienced His sovereign power over heaven, earth and our consciousness. I know for sure He has the ability to cut through the veil and command our attention anytime. 
He’s got my attention.
It’s undeniable.
It’s humbling. 
I wait patiently for more
of his Voice. 
Part 4 of 7